Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness...

Alright so, I won't be posting my story 'Too Good' here, but instead I'll redirect you to the lovely world of fiction press. :3 IF YOU LOVE ME, THEN READ! xD Either leave comments on this post or leave reviews on the sight, please. ; )

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He put his hat upon the hanger and proceeded to captivate each and every one of us

His step made the most delightful sound has it hit the floor of the ballroom

His hand reached out and dared us all to dance with him into the darkest of that fateful night

When he breathed his words to us, the scent of his breath mingled with the many perfumes dancing above us in the air

He wore white gloves

His fingerprints would not show

But this was the man that would decieve us

He has decieved us

This was the man riding away with us in his horse drawn carriage, never to return

Our blood will stain the floor of the woods where he drew his sword

And betrayed our trust forever

The victorian man.

Ohmigawd...

Death Note...

DEATH NOTE IS MY OFFICIAL NEW CRACK!!!

I shall go give it to all my friends...because that is the kind of friend I am...the kind that gives out drugs to her friends...the best kind of friend there is.

My journals have had this habit lately of SUCKING ASS and so...this is a journal to break the crappyness. No poems. No sappyness. Just a post. Thank you. *bows*

You kissed me once
You kissed me twice
You didn't stop
I was surprised

I kissed you back
I didn't stray
From your sweet lips
I couldn't pull away

I saw your face
It made me smile
My eyes had been closed
For such a while

I loved the thought
Of seeing that sight
Every single time
I opened my eyes

And I feel it now more than ever
And I still remember
When I used to think that no one could ever feel this way
Their words were just cliche

But I can say I love you
I can say I need you
I can say I want you
And feel fine

I can say your perfect
I can say no one can make me feel so alive

I can say your the only one for me
I can know just exactly what I mean
I can trust that its true
I can do that for you

I can say I love you

And I swear its true.




(A/N: No disclaimer. I know what its about and thats all that matters.)

My Jessica, I love you more than I can begin to explain, but I can try. When I think about you, I smile so widely that it startles the people around me. It hurts to be away from you and its like being in heaven around you. I pray this lasts, I believe in us. I believe in you and I'm behind you 100% I love you more than I love, have ever loved before, or will ever love anything. I don't care how many people say its cliche, I know how I feel, I know I love you, and thats all that matters.
Needless, but wonderful to say again,
I Love You ♥♥♥

P.S. It may help that your the most amazing, beautiful person I should ever hope to meet. *kiss*

I recall
That when asked about you
The term 'Significant Other' came to mind

I understood
That when I thought about you
I smiled with significant reason

I realized
That when you were near me
I relaxed with significant results

I found
That when you held my hand
My hear filled with a significant feeling

I considered
That we were so alike, but different
That you could only be my significant other

Hence, we are what we are.

The hue keeps on changing
As if it can't decide
Your mind keeps on racing
With nothing to find
Your heart is still beating
But are you alive?
Oh dear one
Don't push life aside

Sometimes I feel like your not telling me
Everything
Sometimes I feel you are so far away

Sometimes It hurts just to think about
Everything
That we've been through, cause all good things must end

I'm starting to get excited
I'm starting to regain faith
Everytime you're near me
I'm far away from pain

Like when we sing in the sunlight
Or when we kiss in the rain
When you hold me when we're all alone
Or smile at me everyday

Like when we're sitting in the dark not talking
Or we're laughing in the light
I know what it feels like now
To finally have something stay right

Whatever you're not telling me
Whatever's hurting you
I'm always gonna need you
No matter how much you don't need me

And I am not ashamed of that

In the darkest corners of my mind
I still can't push you away
Your face is always in my thoughts
No matter when
No matter where

This poem was written for someone special to me. That person will just have to realize it's them. : )

I Am Thankful For...

The only person I know who would wear a fuzzly earflap hat in the dead of summer
Who lets me steal her glasses even though she's all blind
Jessica

The one who cracks the whole room up
and makes everyone sad as hell when she simply frowns
Dre

For the obnoxios little girl
Who lightens up the sourest of moods
Krissy

For an incredibly strong and beautiful woman
No matter how she may disagree
Katie

For the person who whenever he's not there makes people think
"It would be more fun with him here..."
Ausitn

And finally, for the one thing that holds us all together
Friendship  The LMS Cafeteria

and I'm fucking proud of it thank you very much.

I wrote your name on my chalkboard
And I stared at it for days
Praying that somehow
Someway
It would bring you here
And days went by
And gradually
Other things appeared on the chalkboard
My friend wrote their own names
My siblings did too
And soon
Your name was just another part of it in the middle
But I still stared at it
And I still wanted you here
And the more a waited
The more disappointed I got
And soon
I stopped staring all together
I didn't even look at it for a long time
I went to school and hardly thought about you
And now
Next summer
I came back and went back into the room where the chalkboard was still hanging
And there was your name
But I could hardly see it
It was faded and smeared
It was almost gone altoghether
Plus, by now there was so much stuff around it
It didn't seem to matter anymore
For a second I was sad and all the memories of you flooded back into my mind
But then
I smiled
And I picked up the eraser
Now coated with dust
And I watched your name dissapear from the chalkboard altogether by my own hand
Because in truth
Even if you had dissapeared from my life mostly on your own
I knew that I had to do the final work
The name was gone from the board
It was gone from my mind
And now I am happy
And a new name is there
But it's not a dumb boys name
And it's not a best friends name
The name there is mine
Because now, all I want here is myself
And all the names that surround me
And somehow...
I think that can all work out right

I'd rather kiss you than miss you
It's the obvious choice
I'd rather date you than hate you
It's the obvious choice
I'd rather take you away than have you go away
It's...the obvious choice
Rather be happy then lonely
I'd rather hear your voice

I'd rather look straight at you
Than never ever see you again
I'd rather love you than leave you
I wanna be with you
I'd rather hold you forever than let you go
But I know


I can't be with you
Cause you drive me crazy
I can't love you
Cause your ruining my world
And I know
That you know
That I know
That you feel the same way

The hate is never ending
But the love is always there
The pain is never ending
But the comfort is always there
The lies are never ending
But the truth is always there
The sin is never ending
But the grace always there
There will always be bad stuff in life
But the good stuff will always be there too.

The incredible place is happy and bright
Where people don't hate
And people don't fight
Unless it's for fun
But they never get mad
In the incredible place
Nothing happens that's bad.

Once upon a time, a dood named Brendon, a Dog name Gerard and a Noodle named Mikey all lived together in a mansion. Gerard had to pee but no one would let him out side so he wet the ground. Mikey the noodle sighed and yelled to Brendon,"Did you forget to let Gerard out again!" though that must've been hard to do considering he was a Noodle and didn't have a mouth. Brendon sighed. "Oops.", Cleaned up the mess and let Gerard out. Gerard ran straight towards a stump in the yard(They had gotten to call it Patrick) and relieved himself. Patrick the stump then melted from the terrible emo urine covering him.

FIN

Written By: Sarah
Original Idea By: Dre

It's harder
To stand up
Then to fall down
It's harder to breath
Then to choke
Sometimes
It's harder to live
Then to die
But keep your act together
And we are gonna
We are gonna
Fly
Fly away
Fly away
Into the sky let us fly
Me
And all the believers
One and all
All the believers
Hands together now
And with our hands together we'll all fall down

This Is The Way That It Is

The Bad Things:
I feel half fake
People lie a lot
I lie a lot too
About things I wish I weren't
Cause later on I won't be able to hide them
But I can't stop sometimes
It's like an addiction
But it's not as bad as it sounds
I'm not fake
I promise
I get too sad then normal
And that's upsetting
My best friends are going through hard times too
And I feel like I'm responsible for everyone
So I'm stressed to the max
All
The
Time
I wish that people could tell the truth about 'love'
But they don't
But...I still believe that Love is real.
I always will
People call me a poser because I tell my real feelings
And that's just sad
How the world is now
It's just sad
Sometimes I feel like I have to live in a state of paranoia
Because people expect things of me that aren't so good
So they treat me different
I'm always trying my best to make them see
The Better Things
I'm more cheered up
I'm becoming a person more than a clone
I'm finding myself one step at a time
My dreams and goals comfort me
And my family does too
I'm so lucky to have them
I may be ungrateful a lot
And yes, I feel quite guilty
But I really am Lucky and they will always love me so it doesn't matter
My longterm questions are finally starting to be answered.
I finally have a great group of friends who love me for who I am
And I'm getting better at being better.
I found things I love to do
Sing
Act
Draw
WRITE
And that is great.
I love being a person
I love being me
I know that someday I will be great
It doesn't matter what they say
Or what you say
The Gray Areas:
The world is never going to be perfect but that's okay.
Everyone lies a little bit and that's a terrible thing but it won't ever change.
Some people will read this and hate it.
Others will love it
Some will not give it a second thought
This is the way that things are
This is the way they will be until they are not
I can live with that.

This journal entree is reguarding my current story. I'll be pausing it for awhile while I work on another story that me and my friend Jessica(AKA JaredLetosFantasy) made up. She is writing a different version of it on her account so please read both. It should be quite interesting.